let it be.

I feel like I haven’t posted in a while. which it kind of has been since my last post was on Saturday or something. Well I wanted to tell you all about my past week!.
Literally though since last Wednesday I feel like I’ve been on the roll of insanity and I haven’t a had a break until today.
Last Wednesday I had work from 6-11 pm after that I came home got ready and then went to the Greyhound station in LA because the bus to San Francisco was leaving at 1:15am (Thursday morning) possibly the most uncomfortable sleep I have ever attempted to have. We got to SF around 11 had Starbucks then headed up to the venue for the ADUB show. We kinda walked around in circles until it was officially time for us to stay in line. Oh I almost forgot the first thing we saw when we got off the bus at the Fillmore was Zach jumping rope in yellow shorts, hot pink socks and his USA vans lol.
So SF VIP was pretty fun. My M&G was hilarious. While I was in line a fan had given Mikey a basketball and he was attempting to catch it between his legs which gave me an idea. But before all this I hugged Mikey with the biggest smile on my face and Cameron too. And when I went in for the hug with Zach he told me he missed me and I gave him the biggest hug ever and then out of nowhere Cam and Mikey join in on the hug and and I’m being hugged by all the three. Somewhere in the hug Cameron decides to give me a massage on my shoulders and I think Mikey started dancing I think.
Anyways then I asked for my picture and they all looked puzzled. Cam made a dirty joke. Mikey was probably enjoying my hand between his legs and well Zach was being himself shaking his ass to Rick who was holding the camera. Here are the pictures from that day haha


Yea they’re kinda self explanatory. But it was such a fun night! And wow the show was insane! I absolutely loved it.!! We had to leave right after the show though because our bus back to LA was leaving at 11pm. The bus ride back was much more relaxed, I slept more but it was still exhausting. Anyways Friday we were back at around 7 and by the time we got back home it was 9ish. I basically sat around and waited for it to be time for me to go to work I was bummed I wasn’t going to San Diego. Well I worked Friday night until 1 am. Got home around 2 and slept like a baby.
Saturday, I woke up early to get ready for the morning show at Anaheim. We got there at a decent time and hung out in the back until the show ended. Before the show ended Zach announced that they were going to be shooting their lyric video at the Long Beach pier. Uhm we did all that too. Being at the beach was crazy stuff though. I mean the closest thing to me being at a video shoot like that was at the Jonas one and that day was pretty basic because we were just an audience at a concert. Anyways at the beach we danced around, ran after the guys, etc. Well here are my pictures with the guys of that day

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then it was Sunday! VIP for LA baby ;) Uhm the goal for that show was to give them my gift and be front row! and it happened! haha Basically Sunday’s show was pretty freaken amazing as always even though I was in pain because people just love to push.
Pictures from LA…

Well Monday came around and so did reality..
Back to school (Monday, Wednesday and tomorrow) and work (on Tuesday).
And today well today I’m sick and going to go visit Mr. Ochoa. And my PCD was cured when I found out that Allstar is having a show with Hot Chelle Rae in July in OC.
Well time for me to get ready. I honestly had one of the most fun times this weekend and I cannot wait to see the guys again. So yea Zach, Cameron, and Michael are three of the greatest guys ever that make me smile like no other. And I can seriously gush about Zach and Mikey all day and tell you all why I laugh at Cameron haha.
-V

Feb 2
hey y’all!
VIP Meet & Greet. San Francisco. California.  (Taken with instagram)

There is such a great story to this picture. I’ll post it in a bit!
Jan 27

VIP Meet & Greet. San Francisco. California. (Taken with instagram)

There is such a great story to this picture. I’ll post it in a bit!

Happy Birthday Mister.
I’ve been a fan of bands and I’ve had a good time at shows and what not. I’ve met them and it’s been fun too.
But I don’t think anything will ever out do the CD Release show.
Seeing you and the guys perform. Having you hit me with a mic stand.
Then seeing you again a day after my birthday for the cambio shoot. Having you choose your costume, seeing you struggle with the belly of Mario. Good times.
Ah then there was Oct 15 & 16! One of the best weekends ever.
Having you finally apologize for hitting with the mic stand. Loved it. Plus you were so funny that day.
Honestly you made my birthday month one of the greatest ever! And I am so glad, I was ever introduced/forced to see y’all.
I hope you have a wonderful year. And have a really fun birthday!
Love you. See you on tour. Four days of greatness! San Fran, SD, Anaheim and LA!!
I’m extremely excited.
-V

Dec 10
Happy Birthday Zach Porter.

allstarweekendofficial:

I tweeted about Amanda yesterday. She is a long time adub fan who just woke up from a coma after complications with a surgery for her cancer. I’ve known Amanda for several years and she’s always been extremely supportive of us. Knowing about her cancer for the past several months has been scary and eye opening. It’s also been very humbling. The thing that is most touching about the whole thing is seeing girls from all over the country that have definitely never met Amanda, come together and support her. Cancer is horrible. Not everybody gets the support they need, it’s so sad. But Amanda just went through something I can’t imagine going through and had hundreds of friends to back her up. It makes you feel like you’re part of something bigger than numbers and ticket sales. It’s not just a job for me and it’s not just a catchy melody for you. It’s a passion. Every band at one point says, “our fans are our family”. Some of them are just saying it, some of them really mean it. If what just happened isn’t family, I don’t know what is.

Sincerely,
Ralph Nader

Nov 26
Not Just A Catchy Melody

It’s that time of year again. Where I begin to list everything I am thankful for, here it goes…
My Jonas boys, I don’t think you will ever understand how much I love these boys or how important they will be to me. They saved my life. Once a Jonas fan always a Jonas fan. Forever will I go out of my way to see these boys and support them. This year I met Nick and I can honestly say that after almost 5 years of waiting for that hug it was well worth the wait. I also met Joe again, though I’m not the biggest fan of his new music, I am so proud of him. Someday I’ll meet Kevin and then I can die happily.
My gents from Honor Society, for the last two years y’all have kept sane. Seriously have had some of the most fun going to see y’all. I’m so incredibly proud each one of you. Thank you for doing what you do. Much love and Much duh. HS Crew forever!
The very adorable guys of Allstar Weekend; a fan for not even a year. But man have y’all made your mark on me. Crazy how I judged y’all from the start. But then I saw you perform live and that changed it all. You guys are incredible. Made my year to see y’all at Chain, my first actual ADUB concert. Thank you for making my birthday month what it was. Honestly will cherish those days for the rest of my life. Especially seeing Cam in a dress and having Zach hit me with a mic stand. Love y’all.
The sweetest dudes ever from Action Item, I don’t think I have ever met any nicer guys. You guys are the best. your music opened up something inside I had forgotten existed. You healed my broken heart. Can’t to see y’all again.
My wonderful cousin Fabiola, you are my best friend. The person I do absolutely everything with. I love you so much. I’m glad we like the bands we do. And I’m glad we are equally as insane. Thank you for being you. Never let the fangirl inside of you die. Then we’d have no life haha. Love you Fabs, I don’t think I’ll never not love you!
My best friends, Stephanie and Melissa, I love you two so much. I will never be able to show you how much I care for you. And how much I’m thankful that you two are in my life. Thank you for putting up with me. <3
Daniela and Catalina, I love your crazy asses so much. You never let me down. Dani as insane as you are, you remind me to be myself and that I can always count on you to make me smile. Thank you for being there for me. Cat, gosh I don’t think I will ever be able to thank you enough for always listening to me. You are and forever will be the greatest most beautiful person ever. I love you so much and thank you for everything.
My mom as much as she never fails to prove me right, if it weren’t for everything she does for me. I wouldn’t be me. And y’all wouldn’t have me here. She’s something else that woman, I love her.
My dad so thankful that he’s there for me to hear me when I can’t seem to bitch at anyone else. He seriously is the greatest Dad ever. And I’m so happy that he’s my dad. I love him so much.
My nina that woman goes out of her way for me. She’s like my second mom. I will forever her owe her so much. She’s the greatest thing to have ever happened to me.
Albert, Evelyn, Ramiro, Alexandria, Emerson and Eddie. Friends that for the last year have been so incredible to me. Thank you for being you. I love y’all. Thank you for the memories.
To anyone else who I missed. Thank you for putting up with my insanity and my fangirling. 2011 so far has been amazing. And I cannot wait until 2012.
By the way I’m thankful for this moment. Right now. Where I’m crying thinking of how much I take life for granted. Thinking of how much I miss my grandparents and others that aren’t here with me anymore. I’m thankful for the life that I am living. The job I found, the school I struggle with, and the future that is up ahead.
Thank you my wonderful gods for giving me this.
Thank you.
-V

Nov 24
What I’m Thankful For.

So much happened!!
Getting my picture with Noyes.
Zach joining HWE on stage.
Zach apologizing for not wanting
to interrupt one of the bands performing.
(we had asked for a picture)
Zach remembering who I was.
AI making me tear up while performing Defenseless
Nathan getting up on that stage.
Zach making the shout out video for Rachel
Nate and Zach interchanging “I Love You”s
MB RTing my tweet
All these wonderful things;
my fangirl heart almost gave out.

Last night will be a night to remember. Forever.

-V

Nov 7
I still can’t get over last night!

Tonight at the Roxy in Los Angeles, Ca, Action Item brought to us their first ever headlining tour, The Stronger The Love Tour! With opening acts including some dude who’s performance I missed, the awesome guys of Hollywood Ending, the beautiful Miss Katelyn Tarver, and these kids called Burnham (yea sorry I only like HWE and KT the other ones I wasn’t really diggin’) Well as the afternoon unfolded I was expecting to see familiar faces like Allstar Weekend guys and the Honor Society guys. Oh and of course Drake Bell who had tweeted AI that he was going. DB was there. I just never saw him.
Anyways here are a few pictures with some of my favorite people….


With Alex Noyes from Honor Society; when I saw him and Mike Bruno walk into the Roxy tonight I totally fangirled! I had this huge ass smile on my face! Sadly I didn’t get a picture with Mike but he did retweet/reply to me on twitter so that kinda made up for that! I cannot wait til Dec. 18th!!

With Zach Porter from Allstar Weekend; I kinda assumed/hoped he would be at the show today. And he was! When I got the picture we had a quick conversation, he asked me how I was like and I was like I’m good how are you and he’s like I’m good too; anyways he recognized me as the girl who he hit with mic stand!! My inner fangirl jumped for joy haha. We also talked about that for a bit too!


Let Me Start off by saying…THAT I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE I HAVE A PICTURE WITH NATHAN FREAKEN DARMONDY!! haha Serious shit, when he tweeted something about Hwood I was like, NO WAY he’s coming I just know it. And then he walked right pass me and Fabiola and I started hyperventilating when I saw his dreads! Seriously! I still can’t believe he was there.
By the way Fabiola recorded when he came over and said hi to Zach..again my inner fangirl was pretty happy/shocked.

Yep. Tonight was Pretty freaken amazing.
As you can tell I didn’t get any pictures with AI or the HWE guys because me and Fabiola left early; we were freaken starving!! Plus if we wouldn’t have left early we wouldn’t have gotten the picture with Nathan and a little video for a friend from Zach.
-V

Nov 6
On Nights Like These…
Oct 28

Here’s the actual video directly from Cambio; “Shopping For Halloween Costumes with Allstar Weekend”

I got this in the mail yesterday (a nice letter from cambio and a group shot of us with the guys)
Oct 28

I got this in the mail yesterday (a nice letter from cambio and a group shot of us with the guys)

cambio is posting the video where a few fans (including me and my new friends Katie, and Lea) got the chance to do something with the guys of Allstar Weekend, Halloween related.
i will post up the link here, on twitter and fb
so if you follow me or are my friend be on the look out,
okay i need to go to bed now because i have to be awake at 5
nighty night
-V

Oct 26
attention adubbers and nonadubbers!
Oct 17

This Shouldn’t Be Legal……..my heart just melted and i got butterflies and i’m smiling like an idiot! an ahh porter knows to make my night

LA Buyout Oct. 16th, 2011had Zach sign my CD &#8220;sorry &#8216;bout the mic stand :(&#8221; girls around us: oh my gosh that was you/ you should suemy cousin fabiola: haha it was funny, we laughed
Oct 17

LA Buyout Oct. 16th, 2011
had Zach sign my CD “sorry ‘bout the mic stand :(”
girls around us: oh my gosh that was you/ you should sue
my cousin fabiola: haha it was funny, we laughed

With Zach

I had Zach sign my CD, he personalized and added “Sorry ‘bout the mic stand :(“
I kinda had him say sorry. However I now I have actual proof

The turnout for the buyout.



Today was fun. Zach has such an imagination, especially with those funny pictures haha.
-V

Oct 16
LA Buyout.

I had to put up the picture with Michael first, one because we look awesome and two because out of all the pictures I took yesterday this is the best one. This was before I gave him the cookies I baked for them. We had a short conversation during this picture and again when I gave him the cookies. Ugh We Look SO Cute hahaha

the sun was so bright out & i took a picture on my bad side and this was the result haha with Cameron. This picture was taken before Fabiola gave him the pokeball, but let’s just say this kid got so happy and excited! It was so adorable. He went off and showed it to the Shake It Up cast and to Mikey and I think later he showed it to Zach haha

As much as I don’t like how I look, I love how we are both rocking the shades; and can I just say he looks amazing in that Tank! Love IT!! ;)

Ok, so Dillon was kind of away from the barricade and I did the most awkward call over thing with my hands, and all I can say is that I did it without thinking, and if for any reason DIllon remembers and sees this I really am sorry and embarrassed.

I baked the guys of Hollywood Ending cookies, they were pretty happy when I gave them to them. Cameron had already replied to me on Twitter, so I asked him after everything if he had already ate them and he said yea and that he really liked them :D

Ok so Chris is possibly the cutest boy I have ever met. He’s so funny. Not only does he have a British accent but out of all the HWE guys he was the only one who started and finished the conversation. Love him :D

Tyler hadn’t ate anything yesterday besides an ice cream cone~~yea random fact from our little conversation when I asked about the cookies. Oh and when I gave them the cookies he was the first one to say “Aww thanks but I’m trying to watch what I eat, but…” haha It made me smile.

Well that’s it. I don’t have a pretty m&g picture with the guys of Allstar Weekend because the wristbands were limited and me & Fabiola were kind of late so that’s that.
I have to go and get ready for the LA Buyout of All The Way, maybe the guys will show up and I’ll have more pictures with them.
-V

Oct 16
this deserves an awesome title; i just don’t have one