I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstation games and then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd play with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt water guns at each other in the house. But mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile
But honestly, if there’s two girls walking down the street, one with nice smokey eyes and a classy red lipstick and another with shoved up hair and no makeup; you’re going to be looking at the one who made an effort .. and if boys do prefer natural girls, why is it always the girls who wear the most makeup who actually get the boyfriends?
I don’t care if im sleeping.. if im having my own problems or if im angry at you. If you need me and if you need to talk to me i’ll always be there for you. No matter how big or how small your problem is, i’ll be there.
It was during Spring Break, that Tuesday, March 15th I believe. (Only reason I remember the day is because it was break, duh.) The boy who kissed me expected to get more than a fool around, to be exact he thought there was going to be some penis-vagina action. However there wasn’t since I had a cold and felt disgusting. I could hardly breath during our little make out sesh we had going. Anyways that was the last time I got kissed or had remotely any kind of physical action.
…yes I’m sexually frustrated and yes I’m sharing it to y’all here because chances are I could careless who the fuck reads it. :)